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Mar

9

Not so happy!

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I’ve been having fun, yes… but my life can never be just GOOD without any ugly consequence you know? Right now I’m going through some down moments, still going out but now just to distract myself, I have too many things in my head. When I’m home, I don’t feel like updating my sites and that sucks. CHESTER-LAND.NET is going to suck if I keep feeling this way. Plus, I still can’t find my photoshop so I can’t change the layout, then my screen captures program stopped working and I can’t make screen captures of some awesome videos I’ve seen and our gallery is down again. FUCK!. Next time we get it online, I promise I’ll save everything back on my computer and make a new gallery somewhere else!.

Also… I haven’t watched many movies, in February I only watched THREE MOVIES can you believe that? I don’t… three movies in a month when I used to watch like at least 25 movies in a month. I haven’t read a single book this year, what the heck is happening to me? seriously? Three months and no books yet? That’s not normal. My brother gave me The Lord of the Rings books, also, The Count of Monte Cristo, A Tale Of Two Cities, Red Dragon and The Godfather to read… haven’t started any. I’m such a big fat BLAH lately. I don’t feel like doing anything productive, just wasting my time having fun, that’s SO not good ¬¬

Plus, I couldn’t get a video done for Linkin Park.com’s contest “LP Part of my Life” ’cause I also couldn’t find the installer for my video editing program that I always use. It sucks ’cause I had a grrrreat idea for a video. I just hope I can get something done for Chester’s birthday or otherwise I’m so going to hate myself… I want to make something special this year.

Blaaaaaaaaah now I’m off bye!

Jan

11

So Lost

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I’ve been so lost lately, I really miss posting here and reading your blogs, or tweeting, and working on my sites. But life’s been crazy, but cool. I’ve been going through several changes

Like you can see on the picture, my hair is now straight I’ll be having it like this for a couple of months, depends on how fast it grows and how well I take care of it. I’m in love with my hair now, I mean… I love my curls, but they’re impossible to comb, nor I can’t do anything with it, with straight hair I can try new things and it’s a big change since I’ve had curls almost all of my life hehe.

I’ve had really good comments about it, so I’m happy with the results. I’m going through a phase in my life that I want to change all the bad things in me, and I’m doing incredibly well since then, trying out some positive thinking and taking care of myself for a change. I feel so good lately, I want to feel like this forever.

Now I’m going to read your blogs!.

Dec

29

Spoiling myself

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When I was younger, I didn’t like at all going shopping and trying clothes, I think I actually hated it, I didn’t care about fashion nor anything really girly… but things have changed lately and I’ve been spoiling myself. Today I went shopping with my mom and I got a blouse, a sweater, a skirt and a pair of black boots. I fell in love with the yellow sweater, it’s beautiful even though it doesn’t look that pretty on pictures hehe. And yesterday, my cousin decorated my nails… I’ve never liked fake nails, they annoyed me like hell but right now I’m loving them, this was actually the first time that I was willing to get them and asked for them hahaha. I like my new me.

This is the sweater, it looks better when it’s on me so I’ll take a picture of me wearing it soon haha.

I just fell in love with this blouse hehe.

I’m addicted to mini-skirts, I’ve been wearing them since I was old enough to choose my own clothes.

Look at the boots, I’m in love hehe. I’ll pretend is the female version of the Beatles’ boots LOL

And lastely, my nails. My cousin is really talented with these, she was always telling me to get them and now that I did I’m happy with the results

Dec

27

Noooooooo, my camera :(

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For some odd reason, my camera started taking pictures with horrible lines all across the picture, today… it got worse, now, the pictures keep having those lines but now the picture is also a big big blur. WHYYY???

I try to figure out how could I have possibly break it, but I’ve never dropped it, and I always handle it with care because I know I have no money to buy another one. I take good care of my things. So I’m totally deppressed for losing my camera. For you to get an idea, I can live without my cellphones, I don’t mind having one, but my camera? she goes wherever I go, I’m obsessed of taking pictures of every party I go. Now, I won’t have pictures of the biggest party of the year (New year’s eve) because my stupid camera decided to be a bitch

I’m only hopeful, ’cause my Dad is doing some businnes and he’ll get some money (hopefully… so, get your fingers crossed for us, please) actually, it would be a lot of money, and he’d give me money to get me a car (FINALLY) and money to buy me stuff. So, if he gets it, I’ll be getting new clothes, a car and a new camera. We’ve been waiting for this to happen for so long and now it’s so close, I don’t want to get my hopes high, but I really hope he gets the money, nor only my family needs it, but it would also mean a huge change in my life since I’ve never had a car of my own, it only means… FREEDOM! and I need a little bit of that haha.

Dec

22

I’m so thankful

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This year started like any other, but as it went by lots of bad things happened to me. Firstly, I got my heart broken like I promised I wouldn’t allow anyone to break it, and it was broken by my best friend which it hurt the most. And all the family problems that went on this year was bringing me down like you have no idea, I was desperate for this year to end and try to make next year a little better for me and my family.

But things started to brighten up slowly. I adore my job (teacher) and my kids makes my day happier, they’re incredibly adorable. I lost a friend for a stupid reason but gained other friends that has been supportive and nice to me and that now I love dearly.

My self-confidence is back, I’m loosing weight (FINALLY) and I’m feeling GRREAT, I’m meeting lots of new people that are making my life happier. I’ve also been partying and having fun like I hadn’t in a long time because I was worrying myself with stupid things.

And there’s also these people that I don’t personally know but are part of my life thanks to the internet, and they are AMAZING and I feel like I have true friends that support me no matter what I do. You guys totally ROCK.

My dreams are also coming true slowly, I got to see one of my favorite artists live when it seemed like something impossible for me to do. Twitter got me in contact with incredible people like Talinda and Chester Bennington, who are amazing and kind, and I’m really thankful that I had a chance to know them a little bit more.

I’m so happy for all these people that are now part of my life and are making me happy. You guys have no idea what you mean to me. I’m really lucky for having a chance to meet each and everyone of you. You rock!.

Thanks 2009 for all these amazing experiences I could only dream of.

Dec

9

One of the best days EVER !!!

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Today is one of the best days of my life, I just smiled and cried like a freaking nutcase. I know I’m reacting like a complete fangirl but… I can’t help it. I’ve adored this man for so long, that the single fact that he knows a “ChesterDEAN” exists in the world makes me the happiest girl around. I’m just smiling like crazy. Thank you Chester for making this day unforgettable… and thanks a lot to Talinda for being just as awesome as she is

You have no idea of what this means to me….

Sep

1

Fire

Filed Under Musicians, Personal, Songs | 4 Comments

I can’t thank Chester Bennington enough for all he’s done for me without even knowing. Back in 2005 when my heart was broken into million pieces by love for the first time he wrote Let Down, that song helped me a lot, at least it was a nice way to express what I was feeling with someone else’s words. When I felt my world going down the drain I remember sobbing to “I don’t want to be let down I don’t want to live my life again don’t want to be led down the same old road” and wanna know something? I did… I’m going through something completely different but it feels the exact same way…. like HELL!.

And what did Chester Bennington do this time? FIRE.

No need to hear your voice or see your face
To know that you are with me
No need to kiss your lips or hold your hand
To know that you can feel me
I know that you can feel me

When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
You’re looking down upon me

No need to get locked up inside the past
I know it isn’t changing
No need to say goodbye or let you go
I know that you’ll be waiting
I know that you’ll be waiting

When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
You’re looking down upon me

On the other side
On the other side

I’ve got to find the way
To keep my pain from burning
Down to the bone

I’ve got to find the way
To keep my pain from burning
Down to the bone, down to the fire

When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
You’re looking down upon me

And I seriously needed this song. I just can’t stop listening to it and the saddest thing is that it doesn’t really remind me of my actual situation but the old one (just been in love once, I always go back to that memory when I’m hurt) and GOD Chester’s voice is going to kill me, he sounds…. beautiful.

Aug

30

=(

Filed Under Personal | 9 Comments

I guess I’m going through a really rough moment in my personal life, and I’m not really in the mood to be working on any site, that’s why chester-land.net hasn’t had a decent post in days. I’m so sorry guys, I don’t know how long will this last, but I’ll try not to disappear for long.

Jul

28

Self-Portraits

Filed Under Me, Personal, Photography, Pictures | 3 Comments

I was inspired by JoeyDC’s latest post and created an album on my gallery called Self-Portraits, I’m not a photographer by any means but I do enjoy taking pictures of me and my friends. So here some self-portraits I’ve done! (they’re pretty much old too).

These are from when I still had my tick eyebrows *lol* I was only 18 on these pictures, my hair was really long too.

I love back and white pictures, like I said to JoeyDC, pictures in black and white have more sentiment and it gives the photograph some age, and I really like it. I also like taking pictures without flash!.

This one has no flash, it’s blurry and I love it!

These were taken once I had my hair ironed. I think they kind of show my personality in them, at least a little.

Yes, that’s Chester Bennington behind me. I called these pictures “With you” ’cause even though he isn’t with me, I’m with him *lol*

Black and white and no flash, I simply love blurry pictures. That’s me and my cigarette, I playfully called them “Light my fire” HAHAHA. In the first one you can see I have a’la Lennon nose, and I love it too

Three more black and white pictures. I love the hat I’m wearing in the first one. The second one, was a lazy day I just felt like taking pictures of anything and the last one was when I got a haircut hehe.

I don’t normally show pictures of me with my glasses on, but that’s me blind as a bat. That’s how you’d usually see me around my house.

In the first one it looks like I’m really thoughtful but I’m not, I was just trying to copy a Beatles’ pose. On the second one I was having a moment with my Rockstar complex, and I simply adore the last one, I was wearing a tiara my little cousin gave me on her birthday, like showing off I’m a girly girl too

I also like these pictures, specially the first three. The yellowish color I got without the flash was amazing and I simply loved it. The last one is me proving I’m a bipolar person haha!.

And that’s it… that was my little egocentrical moment. I’ll try to upload little by little my hundreds of pictures, not only of me but of my family and friends, also from the good old days with lovers and friends. Can’t wait to know what you think of these…. and I know I won’t make a living with photography, that’s why I’m going to be a teacher instead haha!.

Jul

19

Birthday Pics

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I just uploaded the pics from my birthday, I had so much fun, we ended up going to a Karaoke bar, it was open bar and buffet, so we ate, we drank, we sang and danced like crazy. A lot of friends arrived at the after party and I went to bed at 7 am. It was sooo much fun