I saw this movie last night for the first time in my life and I’m obsessed now. I was already obsessed with the song, but the dancing made me fall in love.

For me, dancing is a really big deal. I love to dance, I go nuts when I’m dancing, and I have to admit I do it pretty well hehehe but I normally dance alone.  Only one man had known how to lead me, or it was mostly that we had really good synchronization hehe and watching this movie gave me the URGE of dancing with a partner, but a good one haha.

Plus, Patrick Swayze was really handosme and manly. I never saw him this attractive until this movie. WOW he really won me over. I WANT TO DANCE!

For some odd reason, my camera started taking pictures with horrible lines all across the picture, today… it got worse, now, the pictures keep having those lines but now the picture is also a big big blur. WHYYY???

I try to figure out how could I have possibly break it, but I’ve never dropped it, and I always handle it with care because I know I have no money to buy another one. I take good care of my things. So I’m totally deppressed for losing my camera. For you to get an idea, I can live without my cellphones, I don’t mind having one, but my camera? she goes wherever I go, I’m obsessed of taking pictures of every party I go.  Now, I won’t have pictures of the biggest party of the year (New year’s eve) because my stupid camera decided to be a bitch :(

I’m only hopeful, ’cause my Dad is doing some businnes and he’ll get some money (hopefully… so, get your fingers crossed for us, please) actually, it would be a lot of money, and he’d give me money to get me a car (FINALLY) and money to buy me stuff. So, if he gets it, I’ll be getting new clothes, a car and a new camera. We’ve been waiting for this to happen for so long and now it’s so close, I don’t want to get my hopes high, but I really hope he gets the money, nor only my family needs it, but it would also mean a huge change in my life since I’ve never had a car of my own, it only means… FREEDOM! :D and I need a little bit of that haha.

OMG I can’t believe GeoCities will be down today… I remember working on all my crappy sites when I was like 14 and awww, so many memories, it was a pain in the ass because you exceeded you bandwidth every two minutes and uploading the files was slow and you didn’t have that much space but thanks to GeoCities now I have sites like this one *lol*.

At the turn of the century, GeoCities was nearly ubiquitous. Fathers created websites about their families; kids created sites about Pokemon; teenage girls created sites about the Backstreet Boys. Practically every facet of culture was documented and thanks to search engines, easily accessible. [More]

Oh that’s so freaking true xD

Here’s the thing, my brother has a TV show about video games, and thanks to that he has press access on concerts and other things. Well, since Enrique Bunbury is coming to my city in a couple of months, I asked him to do whatever he could to get me press access to the concert, so A) it could be free B) Backstage access. SHIT!!! I’d totally crap my pants if that happens, even though I don’t want to dream that high xD.

Anyway, my brother told me to start a blog about music (in Spanish) and that could get me the press thing. I can start it right away, making blogs is my thing, talking about music is my thing and writing duh is my thing too haha and it’s going to be on my own language so that’s going to be easier…. BUT, I have one tiny problem. I don’t know how to name my blog…. specially ’cause there’s gonna be people actually judging it *lol*

Any ideas?. Anything related to music works… please, I’m blank so even if you think it’s a stupid idea for me it’s going to be BRILLIANT…. HEEELP!

… because we’re the LINKIN PARK MAFIA!lpm

Yesterday, Nathy, Mickey and I were talking about how the LP Fans were all around the net and that now we were taking over the blogs world because we were adding each other to our blogs, so Nathy said “We’re the Linkin Park Mafia” and the genius Illara made this awesome banner. I simply loved it… and from now on, we’re the LP Mafia haha!.

And now, our goal in life is take over the world…. wide web haha we’re going to make people offers they can’t refuse. Instead of ChesterDEAN now I sound like Chester Corleone hahaha! too much mafia movies on my head right now hehe!. I just LOVED that banner!.

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Over at Chestington, Joey has another giveaway YAAAAY! And this is how I’m applying :D I’m not usually lucky on these things, but I’ll keep my fingers crossed so I can win mwahaha!.

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Ok, so I’ve been having this feeling of talking about love in like every single place I have to write. So I was wondering, when do you know he’s the ‘one’? I’m a romantic, and I’m part of the ones that think that you simply know, but in the end, I don’t have that much experience in the love department since I’ve only been in love once. At that time, and I’m talking of when I was only 19 (I was a kid) I seriously felt that he was the ‘one’ you know? I didn’t need nor want anybody else, I saw myself growing old with him and all that corny stuff, but then again, I was a kid and it was probably puppy love and probably everybody feels their first love was the ‘one’ right? or it was just me? haha.

And in your opinion, what makes a relationship work even after a long time? How do you keep the magic and the chemestry you had in the beginning?.

And I don’t know if it’s just me, but as the romantic that I am, I can’t go around telling people I love them without feeling it. What do you think about nowadays relationships that start saying I love you at the first week of dating? Do you think they really feel it?. I’ve only said those words ONCE to only one person and I really felt them, but sometimes I think people is too shallow now and they “fall in love” and the fall out of love too easily, like if it was a game or something that simple. I think love is actually really complicated when it’s real love, and I seriously can’t believe one can love a person you don’t know. The one time I loved someone, I could actually read him like a book, I knew him quite well… so it frustrates me to see people falling for someone they just met, it makes no sense in my silly romantic little world.

I don’t really believe in love at first sight, because well… if you’re really hooked to someone you haven’t even talked to, it isn’t your heart talking, it’s your HORMONES!. I think there should be levels of attraction, I’m more attracted to the intelectual side of a man, I can meet someone and don’t think it’s attractive at all but if I talk to him and he’s interesting, wity, funny and smart… then there’s a big chance I’d considere liking him. If I’m only phisically attracted to someone, it’s quite possible that I’ll stop liking him in a short matter of time. In the end, it’s quite possible that the hottest guy on earth will look horrible when he’s 60 but his brain and sense of humor will last a lifetime.

My friends make fun of me because I always end up liking geeky ugly boys, it’s not like I have a fetish and like ugly guys, but I don’t really care about looks. I’ve dated cute guys that bored me to hell, and even though the only guy I’ve loved wasn’t really physically attractive, he had a great sense of humor, was really witty and very intelligent, and we could talk for hours and I was never bored, I can say I was more intelectually attracted to him. But I think girls that only care about looks, money and popularity give women a bad name, seriously. Most of my friends are boys, and I see them go through horrible relationships ’cause their girlfriends are as deep as a glass of water, and as there are incredibly stupid girls there are also really immature and shallow boys that would date an idiot just because she has a nice behind.

So, it’s been incredibly HARD for me to find someone worth my love *LOL* I keep meeting guys, but for many reasons I always end up running away haha. I wish love was as simple as in the movies, it’s like there’s always someone for everyone but in real life it’s actually quite hard to find someone that can fill my not so high expectations.

In the end, I know I’ll end up marrying Paul McCartney so I don’t worry that much hehe!.

… get yourself a bad boy!

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Today’s topic is…. how I like bad guys haha!. It’s funny, and I realized from a very young age that I really liked bad guys. I’m using AJ McLean as an example, because I like his style. Anyway, ever since I was a kid, I’d fall for the bad-ass cartoon character, for example, in Saint Seiya, I fell for Ikki, he was an ass, but I loved him. Candy CandyTerry, the bad-ass Terry. I never seem to like the typical pretty boy. I even love Trent from Daria haha, it’s crazy.

I rarely like the pretty boy looks on a guy. For example, The Beatles… I first liked John Lennon and after a long while I set my eyes on Paul. John was the rebel of the group and Paul the cute one. From the BSB I liked Brian and AJ. It’s like really opposite tastes in guys, the rebel one and the cute one haha. But I do like bad guys more. Example? CHESTER BENNINGTON. I’ve never loved anyone as I love him, and he’s a guy with almost every inch of his body tattooed, is in a rock band and his past isn’t really a normal one. I love that.

I’m not the average type of girl, I smoke, I drink and I fucking love to party, so I love that in a guy, I’m not the kind of girl that makes a stupid scene because her boyfriend is drunk, or because I want him to stop smoking. Na-ah that’s stupid, he’s free to do whatever he likes, and I’d probably be smoking and drinking with him *grins*.

I love tattoos and piercings, but if I ever bring a guy tattooed from head to toe, my Dad would totally kick me out of the house. But god, I just fall for guys with pretty cool tattoos. I also like when they’re into music, and like the bands I like. Or when they care a rat’s shit what people think about them. I love independent men with a strong self-belief. I’d hate to have a boyfriend that cares about his looks more than I do about mine. I like bands t-shirts, convers and ripped jeans, all that in a guy is HOT!. Kurt Cobain is another great example, he’s gorgeous, his style was so “I’ll wear whatever I find” and I loved it.

BUT, I don’t like posers you know? The ones that were total geeks and suddenly became all rockers. I hate eyeliner in a guy, it’s just too freaking much hehe. I like, the natural bad guy, that has to make no effort to be that way, you know? Like myself, I’ve been like this my entire life… even when I liked boy bands I was still a bad-ass haha.

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I’ve been a good girl lately, I haven’t had a party or a drink for like FOREVER! Which is weird, ’cause I used to go out and party every weekend. I’ve went out with my friends but I haven’t had a drink in ages. The last time I had a glass of vodka was for a school party at a disco and the open bar was closed before the party started so I only had three drinks. Then I went to a Karaoke bar with my friends and even though it was open bar all the drinks tasted like shit, so I didn’t drink. Tonight I’m going out with some friends and I seriously want to drink hehe.

I know I sound like a terrible alcoholic but I’m not, I just like to drink every now and then hehe and right now I really want to drink and have lots of fun. I haven’t leave my house in three whole days and I’m bored out of my mind. I think I deserve to have a wild night out hehe.

I’ve been a pain in the ass, asking my Dad to buy me a really cheap old car to be my first car. I know how to drive but I’m not really used to drive manual cars only automatic, but I’m going to ask my friend Randy to teach me with his car. But my point is, my Dad has been thinking in buying me and my brother a new car, but I don’t want a new car to be my first car you know? I’ve always had this stupid idea that your first car should be old… or at least I want mine to be old.

My very first car was a blue Chrysler Shadow of 91 (just like the one on the picture). BUT, it was never really mine because at first it was my mom’s and then I shared it with my brother. I only got to call it mine when I was 17 and my brother dropped out Medical School, so I took it to school. Everyone used to call the “The Chester-movil” and I adooored it.

But now I want my own car and be able to say “That’s my car over there” you know?. Old cars are way cheaper and in my eyes, they’re also pretier (if you make it pretty of course). I want mine to look like a race car (cliché, I know) and I’m willing to save money to get it. My Dad keeps telling me all I’ll get by buying an old car is to have it in the workshop most of the time and spend more money fixing it than driving it. But I don’t care, it’s my dream and I want to make it come true. And I know it’s going to be way cheaper than getting a mini-cooper which is literally the only car I really really like.

I’ll keep pushing to see if they’re willing to at least give me part of the money, I’ll be making some money next year and I still have my scholarship of this year… so I might not get the money soon, but at least I want to have it around my graduation to make myself that gift :D

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          Date: July 15, 2009

          MOVIE WATCHED
          Frankie & Johnny [TV]
          Tagline: You never choose love. Love chooses you
          Plot: Johnny has just been released from prison, and gets a job in a cafe beside waitress Frankie. Frankie is a bit of a loner, but Johnny is determined their romance will blossom.
          Cast: Al Pacino, Michelle Pfeiffer

          MOVIE BOUGHT
          Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid
          Tagline: Just for the fun of it!
          Plot: Two Western bank/train robbers flee to Bolivia when the law gets too close.
          Cast: Paul Newman, Robert Redford, Katharine Ross.

          BOOK READ
          The Vampire Diaries: The Awakening (Paperback)
          Paperback: 272 pages
          Publisher:HarperTeen (August 25, 2009)
          Language: Spanish